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    November 28

    Love defined

    Emma was sick this week.  She only had two days of school, like most kids I am sure.  I had to leave work at lunch Monday to pick her up, then Tuesday my husband stayed home with her and took her to the doctor.  (Tonsillitis again, 2nd time in a month!)  Earlier in the day, my mom had called, asking if she and my dad could pick up Emma and take her to their house to spend a couple nights, since we were going for Thanksgiving anyway.  She went, and they were gone before I got home from work.

    Then yesterday, while we were still at their house for Thanksgiving, Emma asked me if I would wake her up this morning when I got up to get ready for work.  Now this is the child we have to fight, yell at, and threaten to get out of bed at that time for school.  But today Chris was off from work also, so they got to sleep in.  She told me she knew it was early, and she didn’t mind that she’d be on her own until he got up later.  “I have the dogs, Momma!”  I asked her why she wanted to get up so early.  “I just want to spend that time with you!”

    When we got home at 10 last night, she got ready for bed.  When she came out to give us hugs and kisses, she reminded me. “Now don’t forget, Momma, I want you to wake me up when you get up!”  After she was in bed, Chris asked why she said that, so I told him what she had said earlier.  I think his heart melted just a little, too, like mine did. 

    I did go in her room this morning to see if she still wanted to get up with me.  She was already awake and waiting for me!  She followed me out to the kitchen and we did our morning things, and she was a big help in getting me out the door.  It was nice having that extra time with her, too.  No arguing, just happiness and conversation. 

    A 10 year old who wants to get up at 6 a.m. to spend extra time with her mom... Now that is love!

    Ten things I am thankful for

    1.  My family
    2.  My pets
    3.  Clothes
    4.  Shoes
    5.  The Internet
    6.  My job
    7.  Medicine when we are sick
    8.  Necessities (food, shelter, things like that)
    9.  My quilt Aunt Vivian made years ago.  I still use it!
    10. Friends
    November 23

    I am angry!

    Note:  I originally posted this at Skirt! earlier today but I want as many people as possible to read this.  I am angry, sickened, and ashamed of my acquaintances who participate in this horrendousness.

    Ever since the presidential election, my email has been inundated with racist jokes about the inauguration or the next few years.  I have seen photos of the White House with a yard full of watermelons, GWB in a purple suit and cane “preparing for the inauguration,” men in fur and stereotypical ‘pimp clothes” touted as “the Secret Service new uniform” and various other things like that.  

    And it infuriates me.

    Even if I hadn’t voted for Obama I would be sickened and furious at all the incredibly offensive emails sent around.  I have never offended easily, but racism of any kind has always riled me up.  Why in the world do people think it is okay to spread this kind of hate?  There is no excuse for adults (or children, but they learn from their parents) to behave that way.  There aren’t enough words to express how angry the whole issue makes me.  Maybe I could video myself punching a wall and post it to YouTube; that would be a good expression of how I feel.

    I have been surprised, also, at WHO has been sending things like this around!  People who I never would have guessed would find humour in those emails have been passing them around like hot potatoes.  And the inauguration hasn’t even occurred yet! I’m ready to cut off email contact with the worst offenders. That is how bad it’s gotten, and how angry I am.

    November 20

    Complete randomness

    So many thoughts in my head, I just have to get them out!
     
    My job reminds me that no matter how bad of a day I think I have, it's nothing compared to what so many others are going through.  I see families huddled together in tears at the ICU waiting room.  I see women in the elevator with one breast.  I see families chatting happily in the gift shop, then later I see them getting the news their loved one has passed away.  So many stories.  Each person I pass in the halls has one to tell.
     
    My belly is so full.  I forgot my pack of oatmeal this morning, so I ate breakfast in the cafeteria.  I decided to try something different, so I ordered pancakes.  They were ok, but mine are better.  They were fresh and steamy hot, though, and I couldn't finish them.  I also found out that if I mix half sweet and half unsweetened tea in a cup it makes perfect tea.  I never thought tea could be too sweet.  I was wrong.
     
    Sometimes I miss modeling.  I definitely miss the body I had!  But, if I am honest with myself, sometimes I miss being the pretty one, the one everyone was watching.  It sounds vain, I know, but I am human after all.  I liked the attention.  I liked people saying "Oh there's Christine" and not "Oh here's Emma's mom"  or Chris's wife, or 'You know, Tom S******. His daughter."  [Everyone in the town I grew up in (and almost everyone in the county) knows my dad from his business.]  I liked being known on my own merit.
     
    Apparently some readers who know both myself and my husband are shocked at how different we are.  I've noticed that people see one aspect of my life, though, and get the wrong impression of me as a whole.  We disagree on a lot of things, really.  Mostly political, for sure.  But also what constitues good music, good food, good things to snack on.  Most things we compromise on.  They are too insignificant to let become issues.  Politcal things, though, I just don't talk about at home.  He won't change his mind, I won't change mine.  There is no need to keep arguing about it and let it affect our marriage in a negative way.
     
    We have a newspaper fairy.  I don't have time to read the paper every day, so we have a weekends-only subscription.  Fri, Sat, Sunday, and holidays.  Although papers appear in our box on random days.  Lots of Thursdays, the occasional Monday, and sometimes sporadic days in between.  The paper fairy can be cruel, though.  Most of the random days seem to occur when I've already bought a paper out of the box at work when I saw an interesting headline!
    November 14

    Wednesday Weirdness

    I found the link to this on another blog and it sounded fun!  Besides, nothing interesting to blog about right now =)  Enjoy!  And if you want to do it also, go to http://wednesdayweird.blogspot.com/.

    1.) When was your last visit to an emergency room? What happened?  As a patient?  July 2007.  I cut my eye (the white part - not fun).  I am in an ER every weekday now, though.

    2.) Who do you look more like: Mom, dad or another relative?  Dad's side of the family

    3.) What sounds annoy you? incessant beeping.  Most electronic sounds, really!  And toys that make noise.

    4.) What are three movies could you(or have you) watch(ed) over and over and still love?  Whole Nine Yards, Men in Black, and really can't think of another!

    5.) Do you ever wish you were someone else? No.  I sometimes wish I looked like someone else, but never that I was someone else.

    6.) What do you think of when you think of Paris?  I wanna goooo!!!

    7.) What'​ s the last sport​ing event​ you watch​ed?​  On purpose?  I went to a hockey game a year and a half ago.

    8.) What do you think about sexual Role Playing? could be fun...

    November 12

    Ramblings of a Foggy Head

    I tried to write something yesterday.  I had at least half a blog in my head... then I lost it.  That’s the danger of a foggy brain I suppose.  I’ve had some sort of tonsillitis/sinus mess for days now and I’m still kind of “off”   I took the weekend, and Monday, to hibernate and try to get better, and I am a bit better.  I am working today, did Girl Scouts last night, and did visit the doctor on Monday.  I just hate feeling like my brain is stuffed with cotton!

    Yesterday was the first day I really ventured out, and several days’ worth of “incidents” all piled up at once.  My mom called at 1:00 and asked if Emma and I could meet her at 2:00.  My parents live an hour away, and sometimes we meet halfway between us when we need something in person but don’t have time for a real visit.  In this case, she had my new glasses and contacts.  My eye doctor closed up shop sometime since I was there last, and I was desperate, so I ordered mine from her doctor (had to be there anyway but that’s another story!).  Problem was, my parents were leaving today for Tallahassee so I had to go yesterday.

    Emma and I got dressed (poor baby is sick herself after taking care of me all weekend) and drove the half hour to the meeting place.  We got there about 5 after, and no mom.  I called her cell – straight to voice mail.  I called the house to ask my dad what time she left, to judge the wait and see if we had time to run across the street for lunch.  Here is what happened:

    Me:  What time did Mom leave?  Do you think she’s almost here?

    Dad:  Where are you?

     Me:  At Weigel’s.

    Dad:  Huh.  (chuckle)  I bet she forgot. 

    He calls her name out, and she answers.  (uh-oh)  “What time are you meeting Christine?”  She answers, “Two o’clock, what time is it now?”  Dad:  “Ten after.”  Then a bunch of “oh no”s and an “I’m on my way!!” 

    So Emma and I had plenty of time for lunch.  A few minutes after we finish she pulls in and we have a quick visit in the store, she gets a cappucino and Emma gets a hot chocolate.  They both get doughnuts so I break down and get one also  – I have been drasically under my daily calorie goal for several days now, I didn’t think it would hurt too much.  Exchange hugs, and back on our way.

    But the brain fog is still here.  On the way home I make use of the drive by calling about refinancing a loan we have.  Normally we don’t bother, but current situations make it a good time (personal more than national – we have a trip next month to pay for!) and there wouldn’t be a payment until January.  I am trying to update our information over the phone, but the simplest questions throw me.  I can’t tell you what my husband’s salary is, or my office phone number.  Granted, I don’t work out of the office but at another location and only call the cell phones of people I need, but I should still know the number.  I just gave up and told my husband to call back and sort out what I told them,

    Ok, enough rambling.  I hope soon I will be coherent enough to write a decent blog about stuff that matters. 
    Oh – also yesterday (a holiday no less!) is when the roof company the neighbors are using decided to finally work on their roof.  Between the hammering, nail guns, and three dogs barking at the “invasion” (we have two, they have one), and the sinus headaches, Emma and I were not happy.  And, I got pulled over on the way home from Girl Scouts.  By TWO cops!  Turns out my tail light/brake light was out, also a headlight.  No ticket, though, thank goodness.

    November 07

    "God hates Tennessee"

    I was livid when I heard this on the news this morning.  That “church” (and I use the term loosely) in Kansas that goes around the country protesting at military funerals is coming to Tennessee today. 

    The reason?  Last weekend four cheerleaders from a neighboring county were driving home on a rainy night, lost control of their car from wet leaves, collided with another car, and all were killed.  There were two survivors from the second car that had contained a married couple, and their very pregnant adult daughter.  The baby and grandfater died from the accident.  Two of the cheerleaders were sisters, so one family lost both their daughters.  Alcohol was not a factor, nor I believe was speeding.  The rain and wet leaves have been the only cause I have heard.

    So what do they have to protest??

    Well apparently “God hates Tennessee.”  Why he’d pick a state in the middle of the Bible Belt to hate I have no idea, but they seem to think God is punishing us for being part of America, because America has homosexuals.  The news clip this morning showed church members from another protest holding signs reading “God hates America” and other vile phrases.  I guess their logic is Tennessee is part of America, so God hates us too.

    Riiiight. 

    As a precaution, schools are out in that county today, and at least one of the local radio shows was urging people to be calm and civilized, to show that we have the upper hand and won’t stoop to thier idiotic level.  We’ll see what happens, I suppose.

    Here are some articles about what happened, if you are interested:

    http://www.knoxnews.com/news/2008/oct/26/scott-crash-fatal-to-six/

    http://www.knoxnews.com/news/2008/oct/29/church-call-scott-co-deaths-divine-judgement/

    http://www.knoxnews.com/news/2008/nov/06/planned-protest-prompts-closing-scott-co-schools/

     

    This sickens me.

    November 05

    ...And found it.

    I found some inspiration again!  Two new postings at Skirt - check it out with the link to the right.
    I even made the front page again!
    November 03

    I've lost it

    My inspiration.  So it seems.
     
    I just have nothing to write about right now!  Not at Skirt, not here...
     
    We had a nice weekend.  Took Emma trick or treating Friday.  She makes a cute vet!  When I get my computer back I'll get some new pictures put up.  After ToTing, we went to a festival at a local church and she had a bit of fun there.  We were home by 830, not too bad really.  She got plenty of candy for only one kid and even a couple pairs of glasses for Sight Night.
     
    Saturday I woke up feeling like I had eaten the whole bag of candy (hadn't touched it!) and couldn't do a whole lot; I just felt so queasy all morning and early afternoon.  My parents came over for dinner and we had a nice visit.  Sunday was the same  - went to church and during the service my stomach started hurting again, went home and camped out on the couch with the newspaper and a book or two until I felt better, sometime around 5ish.  Had to pick up Emma around two; the kids at church had made Thanksgiving decorations for an assisted living home a couple blocks away and took them over after church.
     
    Tomorrow Emma is out of school for election day.  Also tomorrow the product sold in the Girl Scout fall sale comes in; I'll get it just before our meeting.  What timing!
     
    The rest is just routine stuff... work, homework, housework, laundry, pets, family stuff... nothing horrilbe thank goodness, but no adventures, either.
     
    But life is an adventure, isn't it?